Whoa! Seriously??

I'm turning 40 in 8 days????? Are you kidding me? I mean, my thirties sucked, but am I really ready for my 40s?? Crap-Dog!!!! I'm not really a grown up yet.
I have a grown up job.
My children are growing up, one is going to High School....really? That's nuts!
I own a home, and have for the last 5 years.
I've got a retirement fund building.
I'm going back to school in the fall for a graduate certificate.
I've got plans for my future.
What the hell???? This can't be possible because all of those things indicate that I may be an adult. And, THAT....is insane!!!!!

Once again, welcome to my insanity!

Support Ginny's Genes!!!!!

We are getting down to the final days before the Great Strides walk for CF. There are only 9 days left, so please go to the website. Donating is as easy as clicking a button online or writing a check to the Cystic Fibrosis Foundation with Ginny’s Genes in the memo section. Forward the link to other friends and family who may be interested in reading about Ginny and helping us out toward our goal for the big day:
http://www.cff.org/Great_Strides/HelenSmetheram
Anyone who wants to join us at the Navy Stadium in Annapolis on June 7th, just let me know. There are so many great activities and food for all to enjoy on that day.
Ginny is very excited about this and the it should be so much fun! I want to make this a really fun event for her! We can't wait to join in our first Great Strides walk and get more involved with the Cystic Fibrosis Foundation.
Thanks!
Helen

Who's responsible?

Is it me?
Am I responsible for the 40 lbs I gained?
Am I responsible for my divorce?
Am I responsible for turning 40?
Am I responsible for all of my poor choices?
AM I A SCREW-UP????

Yes, I'm responsible for a lot of this. It's my life, and I've screwed it up. Is it my fault that I haven't been to a dentist in 3 years and I have an appointment tomorrow for a deep cleaning due to my pre-periodontal "issues"? Tomorrow is my phase I, and the right side of my face will be numbed for this deep scaling.......and 2 weeks from now, will be the left side. WOW!

Bottom line, am I proud of my lack of action toward taking care of myself over the last year....dentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually? Yeah, that last one......I take full responsiblity for. I don't want God in my life right now because I'm afraid he'll see what a screw-up I am.

So, again, I ask you........Am I a screw-up? Has HE noticed? Will HE still help me if I ask?

Swim with the Dolphins - Part 2 & 3

So, after riding the dolphins' noses across the pool, we snorkled around the cove with them. I don't have pictures of that, but it was a weird experience. I am not proficient with the snorkel. It made me gag and feel suffocated so I wasn't able to swim face down for more than a minute or two at a time.

The third part was interacting with the dolphins. We learned a lot of information from the trainers as we touched them while they swam by. We avoided the blow hole when they swam by, and learned where on their bellies to touch and where not to touch as they rolled over. Note: Avoid the genitals....always good advice.

It all culminated with hugs and kisses. Julian was the kissing dolphin seen in the pictures below. The hugging dolphin was a female whose name escapes me at this time.....I'm sure Ginny will remember.

Swim with the Dolphins - Part 1

We signed up to swim with the dolphins while we were in the Bahamas. The experience was divided into 3 sections. For all sections, we wore a wetsuit, and had mask & snorkel gear on hand.

First, we were pushed across the cove by dolphins. We had a kickboard which we rested our upper body on. At the trainer's command, 2 dolphins came up quickly behind us and connected their noses with our feet, and propelled us across the cove!!!! WOW!!!! It was fast, the noses were harder than I thought. I struggled to aim myself, Ginny screamed with glee the whole way across, and Drew was cooler than cool!!!!